In
My Alternative
Scenario
What
if I'm As, was An Acronym?
Not
A 'Her', the Reflection of 'Him'
In
My Alternative Scenarios,
You
would never know the places I go!
If
the time you found out,
was clouded by doubt,
Which process would you have chose,
to learn of my clothes?
You
would much rather act Totally Blind,
to
the new route now, my path does wind
Change
Your Outlook,
Playing Ostrich now suits,
better
than hearing about my high heel boots,
They
can be treacherous Indeed,
When a Nervous Wreck,
Far
more likely then, to Break My Neck,
Despite
life's teachings, Make Each other Aware,
When
on Long Journeys, When we get there
A
Voyage to Manchester In the Outside Lane
on
my way to discover, “Was I going Insane?”
Had
been stuck in traffic, M6's Never Great
Things
start to improve, I accelerate
Again
I reach 70, Road's suddenly Rough
Tyre
Goes BANG, Next Seconds are TOUGH!
A
Much Safer Experience had I been Bolder,
To
handle the next bit,
when I head... hard shoulder
The
Lorries And Cars felt rather quite near,
but
my thoughts were also along way from here
it's
often told, how life flashes past you
I
was thinking, I will never get to...
Explain
to others, my Face in the dirt
Far
more concerned, “I am wearing a skirt”
4
days ahead of me, a time to Play Girl
Don't
think I will make it, If my Car does now whirl
So
I hold the wheel tight, head through the gap
wish
I could concentrate, I'm looking at Lap
Are
these my final moments? To be Spent This Way
more
concerned with “What would they Say?”
Next
of Kin, are called to my sin
this
point the rhyme is imagining
Fading
Mind Listens for YOU “What Waste?”
Your
Far more concerned with my Clothing taste
You
arrive to the scene, It's “Pay Your respects”
the
sight that greets you, is not as you expect
Pushing
aside, Mind Fog as Police Talk
Telling
The Story “Why I'm Lined by the Chalk'
Cold
and Still Where I should not be,
First
Aid Useless, Clothes Strewn about Me
What
if that's the way, Secret was Decode,
Deciphered
by my body lying in road?
“I
miss him now he's gone away”
“Why
did he never feel he could say”
When
You should be grieving, you've increased shock
asking
yourself, “Is this a Girl with a Cock”
Sick?
Me? A Rhyme to Far?
Yet
Almost a True Story of Me in My Car
Thanking
Karma, I'm Safe and Sound
Biggest
Issues? How I bring You around!
to
this day, I laugh, I swear that I changed
Skirt
to my trousers as I crossed those 3 lanes
I
didn't, I know that, I'm lucky to tell
the
story nearly, 'Road to Hell'
I
sat and I waited, excuses searched for
should
I really need them for Make-Up I wore
Recovery
Man Cool, Car on the back
once
tyre replaced, soon back on track
And
Sparkle Arrived, Safely, I too!
4
Days of Sami, A break from the Stu
Who's
life at times is far too stressed
A
little relief, When Sami is Dressed
And
now your concerned by Judgement and Jibes
Would
you prefer you had learned through somebody's bribes?
Conversations
on the NET, do reach wide
Screen
Captures, make it harder to hide,
Knowledge,
“Truly Is Power” Creating Wealth
In
the hands of others, not concerned for our Health
Large
sums of money, one of us must pay
Or
somebody else will 'Out' How I Play
Show
You a Picture, It's me in a Dress
How
much is it worth, Under Duress?
Would
you Pay More to Protect ME, or your own Embarrassment?
Am
I expected to compensate for All that you've spent?
Or
Alone at HOME, The Music is Blasting
I'm
using Make-Up and Clothes,
A New Me in Casting
A
change in Your Schedule,
“Stu should be In!”
A
quick Cup of Tea and Waggle of Chin
Car's
on the drive, I better act quick
How
will I hide this, Time to Panic
Grabbing
the Wipes, Cleaning my Face,
A
Blur of Movement, Amazing Pace
I
reach the Top of The Wooden Hill,
Take
a Deep Breath, A Sudden Chill
Thinking
of the Lie,
to Sell to You
“Sorry
for delay,
was just on the loo”
But
as I glance down, there where I froze
I
look at Toe Nails, A Nice shade of Rose
FUCK,
NO, What the HELL!,
Another
funny story, if I had someone to tell
Into
my room again, eyes do scan
cover
my feet with the first thing I can
The
Socks on the floor, a really fast fit
“Sorry
I took so long, Was Havin' A Shit!”
Still
giggling to self, I rush once again,
Fly
down the stairs, It was that moment when...
I
miss, I slip, I'm passing through Air
At
least my final moments, we manage to share!
Shame
you didn't see it, though you might've been amused
Luckily
this time, it just ended in Bruise
Had
I been a character on a Popular Soap
Do
you think would end like this? How would you Cope?
When
the coroner analysis reaches conclusion,
Innocently
unaware, But it was because of your Intrusion
How
could you've known. It's not really you fault?
But
if I didn't have to hide it, there would have been No Assault
Two
Scenarios, How it could have been
Lucky
for me, Funny Side's Seen
There
are Darker Scenarios,
I could have gone there
Building that's Dark,
Where People Care?
Lend
an Ear, Take Your Hand,
A
Play in the Darkness, but they Understand
Amongst
these Players, Hiding Easy, Evilness
Lust
on faces or expressionless,
Most
are 'Seekers' Souls that are lost,
Search
for acceptance, but what is the cost
I
can tell you for some, the price is quite steep,
desperation
makes them blind,
peers would just weep
while
for some it's fine, consenting games that they play
there
are also many want another way
stronger of people, enjoy Social side,
but
some less confident, life starts to slide
just
another place where they don't fit in
not
really strong enough to just take it on chin
and
as loneliness grows, devoid of self-worth
they
consider solutions, that end off this earth
And even those stronger capable to deal,
Are in added Danger as they Hide what is Real
So
sure, Its Attention I am now seeking
A
message for Others, My Heart is Now Speaking
Telling Stories, In My 'Almost' Scenes
looking back with laughter,
it could've been Screams
So would you Prefer that I
Had Kept My Mouth Shut?
Such Likely Scenarios, Much Deeper Cuts!
I am not the only one been living this way, Closet Doors Hide, more than Ever Say
So if you've 'Always Suspected', 'Always Known'
Take YOUR step First, let it be shown
That you care, Your Ready,
From You they shouldn't hide,
More difficult to do,
once they're on the other side!
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with Good Comment do send
We
don't know who's reading at the other end
Just
show your support for All People as One
If You Save Just One Life
Your Job is Well Done!
#DistractionIsDangerous
